Sunday, June 9, 2013

thereal MURDEROTIC

THIS IS AWESOME! I just need to get some money and I'm...



THIS IS AWESOME! I just need to get some money and I'm going to help and make this happen :D If you love assemblage 23 I'm pretty sure you'll love this too! 
This is where you can listen to and download the song: https://soundcloud.com/assemblage-23/rise-preview-mix-surveillance

And here is the link to this project and where you can help: http://www.indiegogo.com/projects/help-a23-side-project-make-album

Summer outfit! Roberto and I are going to have some adventures...



Summer outfit! Roberto and I are going to have some adventures today! First visit some stores and them walks in the woods!

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it’s almost 11.30pm and I just got back from a run!!! I’ve never been out this late...

it’s almost 11.30pm and I just got back from a run!!! I’ve never been out this late running but oh it felt great! This turned out to be a very good day after all. All thanks to Roberto. 

Things are getting better. Even though I had so much trouble with my doctor today, Roberto helped me trough it. Turns out she never sent me forward to a therapist… Roberto spoke to her today and it was as if she hadn’t listened to a single word I had said. She had no clue that I had been home from work back and forth for almost a month even though I told her more than once… ANYWAYS, not going to complain anymore. We fixed everything and if my doctor isn’t going to help we’ll do this on our own!

Running helps so much, also walks in nature or just sitting outdoors is amazing. My uncle also made some arrangements for me to go to a special “doctor”, not sure what kind of doctor it is really, but it’s something that helped both him and my brother for different things. Roberto is helping me trough all my small breakdowns troughout the day and my family and my friends are so supportive. I’m so happy for everything!

Säljer min kamera! / selling my camera.

Säljer min kamera! / selling my camera.:

Så, nu har jag fått min nya sony nex 5r. SÅ himla fånig jag är MENMEN (dom är typ precis likadana bara att 5r har sämre batteritid och skärmen går att vinkla upp, typ). Känns lite jobbigt att jag säljer min älskade pannkaka också, men objektivet jag har nu funkar likadant! 

I'm selling my camera. This is on a Swedish site but it's possible for anyone, from any country to buy it :)

I now have a sony nex 5r! I LOVE IT!

Going to sell my nex 5n, probably both lenses too ^-^

I ate candy and ice-cream today, because I wanted candy and ice-cream. It was good!

Today's thought about the breast reduction.

I’ve gotten requests to write all about the surgery. So I thought I’ll also write about all the thoughs I have BEFORE the surgery! :) 

It’s now about 3 months left. I’ve had two days so far when I’ve doubted my decission. One of those dasy beeing today. Or parts of it. 

Reasons why I’m not sure 

  • The main reason why I doubt it, is the cost.
    This should not matter. It’s just money, BUT it’s quite a lot of money, BUT if this is going to release my body from pain and make a lot of other things easier in my life, what does it matter? If it was cheaper I wouldn’t think twice about it. 
  • Because I think my breasts are fucking awesome and beautiful. 
    Many think the reason why I’m getting the reduction done is because I hate how my breasts look… That is false. I do however often feel that they’re not a part of my body, as if they don’t belong on me in this size. As if Ive woken up with someone elses breasts attatched to my chest.
  • Because not finding clothes or bras easily is not that big of a problem.
    I can live without not wearing clothing with cleavage or other outfits that I think look weird right now. I will still have trouble finding clohtes that fits “the right way” even if my breasts are smaller.
  • Because I can exercise and run.
    Even if it makes it a little more difficult than I’d like it to be at times.

After writing this posts I’m not in doubt at all. It’s all just becoming so real now but at the same time it feels like a dream. This is something I’ve been thinking of since I was about 17 (that’s 5 years). When I first started to think about it my breasts was even smaller than today (I was a bit bigger too). 

I’m still going to see how they change with erxercise during the summer, but if I know my body right they will not change much at all. Maybe drop 1cup size if I’m lucky! 

I’m really happy to have such supporting friends and family trough all this. I always talk to Roberto about my feelings and thoughts about this. He knows more how I truly feel about it than I do at times XD 

Mew loves to cuddle in the morning, he's making me late...



Mew loves to cuddle in the morning, he's making me late for my morning run ^-^

ಠ_ಠ: Calling for local and international help in protecting The Great Barrier Reef

ಠ_ಠ: Calling for local and international help in protecting The Great Barrier Reef:

ithritin-lth:

Within weeks, our government could allow shipping port developers to start tearing enormous holes in the seabed inside the Great Barrier Reef World Heritage Area - a practice known as dredging.

Some 3 million cubic metres of sediment (enough to fill 1,200 Olympic-sized…

THUMBS UP, for me. I'm back at work day 1 of 3 then I sort...



THUMBS UP, for me. I'm back at work day 1 of 3 then I sort of have the day off, I have a meeting in the morning. I was a bit tired. Or my eyes were. My body was just going with the flow ^-^

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I wore this back and forth to the store Roberto when we went...



I wore this back and forth to the store Roberto when we went snack shopping! It's so hot outside! I'll go for my run after dinner when it's a bit cooler ^-^

Roberto was going to take pictures of my outfit. He didn't...



Roberto was going to take pictures of my outfit. He didn't turn the camera so he took pictures of himself. He was fast and captured my reaction!

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Hi! I read you work in MAC so is htere any good makeup base for oily and acne-prone skin? Medium-high coverage but doesn't clog up pores? Thank you beauty!

Either match master, studio tech or pro longwear i'd recommend to put blot powder on top and if you use studio tech spray a bit of fix+ o the brush before buffing it in ^-^Als o go and try the products to see how they work for you. And don't forget the skincare! The sincare is more important than the makeup you put on after!

Please no more makeup questions, they will be deleted, I like to leave work at work to be able to relax as muc has possible on my free time :)  

how do you have so good skin? did you have a lot of acne/pimples in your teens? i wish i had flawless skin like you, you are really beautiful!

I don't have flawless skin. I have a lot of breakouts right now because of stress. My whole chin is full of spots.It's just that I don't like to show them ^-^ 
I used to have a lot of spots when I was about 12, if you look between my brows when I'm not wearing makeup you can still see the scars from it. They've gotten really light now though, so you can barely see them :) 

If you look at this picture you can see how my skin looks right now on my chin. Also keep in mind that this is a very low quality picture, it shows much more irl :) 

but why did you decide to close ask box?are you tired?

One part is because I'm tired and it makes me a bit stressed that asks get piled up here and i don't answer them all. This way I can control it :) I still have my ask fm that is always open :) (http://ask.fm/realMURDEROTIC)

I will have my askbox open for a little while. :)

I will have my askbox open for a little while. :)

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